#Triggered is probably the right word but I still feel dirty saying it as something or someone mentioned Rochdale. And I remember a super dirty girl that was interested in playing. Then I started thinking about all the #dirty things we could of been doing. And then I remember how our date went. And then remembering we drifted further and further apart. Then she left the scene. Got bored. Now I believe she’s pregnant and #vanilla. For an second I blamed myself and my #aspergers for not knowing how to deal with the date and how to deal with me wanting her. Now I think about seeing wonderful #sexy pictures of girls i’m interested in on FL. I tried to send one girl a WhatsApp congratulating her sexy pics and then probably ruining it by ending the message with ‘I want you’. Asking and getting what I want or trying to be respectful is super confusing for me. I’m eager to learn how to be more but at the same time I don’t want to lose any #masculinity. #aspielife #aspieproblems #kink #bdsm #sub #sir #poly #polyamorous #polyamory

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