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Saturday, 31 March 2018
Wednesday, 28 March 2018
Tuesday, 27 March 2018
Oh btw seeing a post on here... My sex drive is not here atm so please don’t send me private sexy nude pictures. Please don’t. Like thank you for thinking of me but seriously. The smile on my face just thinking of multiple women sending me tit pictures. The palpitations thinking of multi galdem spamming my inbox. Don’t. Seriously.
Hey. Sorry I’m so (abnormally so) weird of late. Thank you for your private messages of support. I see them. I’m just too... Weird to respond. I love you all. Parents, text your children and tell them you love them. Nothing more. No judgement. Nothing. Tell them you love them. TBH I don’t think either of my parents know how much my mental health is choking me out atm. My dad as reasons. But... Yeah, anyway. Tell them you love them. It will go far. #depression #depressed
Tuesday, 20 March 2018
It’s not easy. I’ve currently hit a bump in the road. #Repost @thelawofattraction1 with @get_repost ・・・ #love #hope #faith #inspire #inspirational #inspirationalwords #inspiartionalthoughts #quote #quotes #inspirationalquotes #wordstoliveby #encouragement #positive #health #wealth #fitness #motivate #motivation #like #follow #success #successful #living #thesecret #lawofattraction #thelawofattraction #energy #gratitude #quotestoliveby
#tw #triggerwarning: #suicide, family death • • • I wanna take a moment to tell you about last night’s #suicidalthoughts. So I was in bed listening to #affirmations (now I tagged that, let’s see how many content creators actually READ this post) and all of a sudden can’t remember if Louise Hay was saying then or afterwards to put children in my heart (it makes sense if you heard her affirmations) and all of a sudden I thought of this scene from Battle Royale. Basically it’s one of the main character’s dad. But instead of him... I imagined I did something similar here. At my flat. I think the only things I could use to hang myself is my pull up bar and maybe some belts knocking about. • • • I started thinking how upset some people would genuinely be but I fear and doubt the sincerity of a couple of people. I also fear if I was to kill myself if they would financially profit from it. • • This is how my mind is thinking, right now and yeah there’s no smoke without fire however it’s pretty fucked up I worry how I worry. But to be honest... Between a VERY small group of people, I guess this is how the effects of comments have effected me off late. I honestly can’t trust anyone right now. Even myself. • • Counselling is tomorrow. And i’m guessing an hour isn’t going to be enough time to describe how much psychological damage has been done. #aspielife #aspergersisnotadisease #endthestigma #depressed
Sunday, 18 March 2018
Scrolling through pictures on here (mostly to perv but there’s a few hashtags I follow for positivity) and saw a selfie from an old housemate. She’s as cute as I remember and there was an moment I thought about trying it on... And then I started being inappropriate. Now I think she thinks I’m a mental person. Hence the person. • For the record being mental doesn’t have a look. But you guys complain. • Now i’m going mental for the past few weeks... I fear I’m once again putting girls I fancy off. Even to a point I fear my girlfriend is getting sick of my shit. Being poly or non mono, swinging shit. • • I’m in a place and I dunno how to get out of it. • • #depression #aspie
Last night was okay... But it got to a point where I needed to drink and or do something to turn my brain off and feel... Happy? Like I can’t describe it. I want to feel ecstatic. But last night I just wanted to drink and other to feel that. And it turns out I couldn’t. Maybe it’s time to look for other highs. I’m not talking about drugs or sex... Maybe I should do more physical activities. I still feel so meh. Maybe it’s the depression still. I just wanna shake it off!!
Self reminder. #Repost @rockandmetalfan89 with @get_repost ・・・ I know there are negative things about us in the media when it comes to being autistic (I heavily dislike the media). I decided to brighten the mood a bit. #actuallyautistic #aspiesofinstagram #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #aspergerssyndrome #mentalhealth #autisticpride #autismacceptance #notapuzzlepiece #neurodiverse #asd #nothingaboutuswithoutus #boycottautismspeaks #boycotttosiri #autismspeaksdoesntspeakforme #autismspeaksisabuse #autismspeaksisahategroup #autisticandproud #redinstead
Friday, 16 March 2018
Thursday, 15 March 2018
Tuesday, 13 March 2018
Sunday, 11 March 2018
I dreamt where got invited to an Big Brother audition slash house party where one room had Arsenal on the big screen. In this dream Watford was boying us, two nil. I started shouting my disgust and people started cussing me. Then people started leaving. Afterwards a few people hung around and started kissing and playing with each other. After awhile, realising I’m being sucked off by a man, I’m asked to leave. Atm I fear my bully tactics at single men is projection of how insecure I am.
Saturday, 10 March 2018
Thursday, 8 March 2018
Wednesday, 7 March 2018
Tuesday, 6 March 2018
Friday, 2 March 2018
Right, which 1 of u sexi slags wonna make a BASTARD? #Repost @randommindsgame with @get_repost ・・・ #FilthyFridayFacts with Random Minds. Not only do we want to provide fun card games for your house parties, we want to teach you invaluable life lessons too. We care about you. #cardgames #adultpartygames #boardgames #drinkinggames #rude #houseparty #cardsagainsthumanity #egx #fact
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