Last night was okay... But it got to a point where I needed to drink and or do something to turn my brain off and feel... Happy? Like I can’t describe it. I want to feel ecstatic. But last night I just wanted to drink and other to feel that. And it turns out I couldn’t. Maybe it’s time to look for other highs. I’m not talking about drugs or sex... Maybe I should do more physical activities. I still feel so meh. Maybe it’s the depression still. I just wanna shake it off!!

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