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Tuesday, 31 October 2017
Monday, 30 October 2017
Sunday, 29 October 2017
Saturday, 28 October 2017
For the record, I commend Chris i’m giving to those less fortunate. However the guy in question I see him so often. Asking for ‘just a pound’ to get off on whatever it is he does. There’s an group of them in my area that make me feel sick to my stomach because there are #homeless people who actually NEED help. And that cunt makes people believe all homeless are smackhead and drug abusers. Good job, good job. #chrissmalling
I think maybe just seen one of the most disgusting things I’ve seen an street beggar do. England and *dry vom* Manchester United defender Chris Smalling went to the local Tesco WITH HIS KIDS and as the kids went to get in the car not only did this alkie or druggie or whatever this dickhead will probably get SUPER high and started SHOUTING “SMALLING! SMALLING!” and after getting he’s attention asking him for a pound. In front of the man’s kids. What do you do if that was you? Poor guy seemed to give him a or some notes. This nigga starts shouting at Chris saying he’s the “best footballer in the world” like Chris saved the nigga’s cat out of a fucking tree. Following the previous post, I feel even more ashamed having to ask for help. But at least I’m working on IMPROVING my life then using that money to fucking eight ball. • • • I hope that nigga ODs. I really do. • • • #streetbegging #disgusting #smackhead #alkie #manchesterunited #chrissmalling
Sick and tired of made to feel guilty by parties. I feel non verbal. I feel fat. Okay maybe non verbal but I know I am not fat but I'm concerned about my body. See I don't know if it's #thewrongsideof30 or I'm eating too much or stress or whatever. This post is taking way too much thought. I'm trying to say I've had half my own money automatically go onto direct debits and I spent a bit high percentage on an massage parlour. Why? I'm taking my life. I'm changing my mentality. So with the little money I have, I'm paying for experiences I wouldn't dream about doing before. To hunger for it after more money comes in. More money I generated. But that's where the frustration begins. Because I'm trying to organise my money better. And after that rush thinking about why and what I spend money on I've just thinking. Fuck! Admittedly this week I've had a lot of great sex. But as important I've had great conversations with partners afterwards. And again I feel less like an monster. But I am very very frustrated by having to ask for money to make sure I can do events. In order to find more people to raise my frequency. Agggghhhhhhhhhh!!!! 😡😡😡😡 I worry I not making any fucking sense again!!! #aspieproblems #aspielife #aspie #lawofattraction #socialskills
Tuesday, 24 October 2017
Soooo. I had a great weekend however; not told anyone this but I for awhile kept dreaming about visiting family with SO MANY bedrooms. My family currently has moved into the biggest #house I’ve ever seen. Sure it’s in the middle of nowhere and i’m proud of them but I felt so poor and like an tramp. This didn’t help realising I’ve put on weight and have a bit of a #dadbot (which i’m now super pring about) and having to go home back to my flat. I love my independence but now I super want to improve my life and #money. But don’t know how. I think my #Aspergers has something to do with it. But i’m now desperately wanting to #livebetter #aspie #entrepreneur #financialfreedom
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Great weekend. I was gonna go home Sunday evening and then I found out she’d be here Monday. I did have appointments today but she didn’t want me to go home Monday night. Now I’ve missed my appointment and will have to rebook that. I probably have a quid on my electricity meter. If that. I don’t care. To sit, watch #amazingworldofgumball and #rickandmorty and not feel I have to talk or overly impress her... Means the world to me. Sometimes even the closet of friends and family scare me. Sometimes I feel like an selfish insensitive monster. “You’re not an monster”, my #daughter would tell me “You are human, #dad.” Hearing this after feeling so abnormal this weekend is better then anyone saying ‘I love you’ or ‘i’m buying pizza’ could be heard. I love my little girl. #aspie #aspielife #socialanxiety #anxiety #daddydaughtertime
Monday, 23 October 2017
I think I’ve decided. Probably after this weekend... I hate #talking. In general. The only time MAYBE I would enjoy it is if I’ve been drinking. I’ve just left an voice mail to my counsellor and I felt so awkward and like I was chatting unneeded shit. I feel I run the risk of upsetting or generally being #misunderstood. Which I also hate. It’s frustrating wanting to connect with old #friends and not knowing how to engage in chat with them. Or being afraid an stranger will want to chat to me. Or current friends wanting to engage with me every or so day. It makes me panic! It really does! I do get lonely but I also feel afraid of fucking things up. #aspieproblems #aspie #aspielife #socialskills #socialanxiety
Saturday, 21 October 2017
#Triggered is probably the right word but I still feel dirty saying it as something or someone mentioned Rochdale. And I remember a super dirty girl that was interested in playing. Then I started thinking about all the #dirty things we could of been doing. And then I remember how our date went. And then remembering we drifted further and further apart. Then she left the scene. Got bored. Now I believe she’s pregnant and #vanilla. For an second I blamed myself and my #aspergers for not knowing how to deal with the date and how to deal with me wanting her. Now I think about seeing wonderful #sexy pictures of girls i’m interested in on FL. I tried to send one girl a WhatsApp congratulating her sexy pics and then probably ruining it by ending the message with ‘I want you’. Asking and getting what I want or trying to be respectful is super confusing for me. I’m eager to learn how to be more but at the same time I don’t want to lose any #masculinity. #aspielife #aspieproblems #kink #bdsm #sub #sir #poly #polyamorous #polyamory
Friday, 20 October 2017
Thursday, 19 October 2017
Wednesday, 18 October 2017
Monday, 16 October 2017
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Friday, 13 October 2017
Thursday, 12 October 2017
Today was an me day. So after going to an parlour and playing there... I felt... Meh. Then I went home, played on my PlayStation, drank and tried talking to as many #sexualpositive people as were around. I think I get it now. I want scenes with #chemistry. It's like working doing acting when there's some fellow actors you just click with. It's an similar thing what I want with play mates. But some still are programmed to do monogamy and that's okay until I worry there would come a time they would make me choose and at this point I would have to choose being completely single. Reading the intro of an new book and that saying #monogamy runs the risk of suppressing #sexual desires until ultimately both decide to split. I honestly doubt there is such thing as an perfect partner. IMO a time will come when sure. Emotionally, physically... They are all you need but it's like an video game. You can only enjoy the same kind of #sex for so long. Siiiiiigh on the other side of this... I'm greedy. I want more #relationships with more women with different chemistries. But O Lordy lord lord I have no idea how to connect and when to jump on the ladies I like. And yes. I probably would go back to an massage parlour. Maybe even an #escort. #aspielife #poly #socialskill #attraction
Monday, 9 October 2017
#Repost @autistic.fangirls.united (@get_repost) ・・・ I hope you've been enjoying my spam over the last few days. -Rosy🌷 #autism #aspergers #autismspectrum #asd #neurodiversity #autistic #neurodivergent #autie #aspie #autisticgirl #autiegirl #aspiegirl #actuallyautistic #autismacceptance #autismpride #endableism #redinstead #billycranston #ricksanchez
Sunday, 8 October 2017
Phew! What a busy and fun #weekend! I went to London to see my baby sister graduate, met a nice guy also into #lawofattraction, saw a LARGE NUMBER of naked boobs on Saturday, done and saw an number dirty #perverted things I literally cannot talk about on Instagram and generally felt blessed and #grateful to be around so many #beautiful #sexy perverted women. And guys but i'm a fan of too much sausage spoils the casserole. But there's a few guys on the #kink scene I actually like. #swingers scene, not so much. Although some couples are apart of both scenes so there's an argument for that. So with all that being said, chatting to my coach and now we spend a moment putting an plan on the table to improve the lives of us, our friends and family. Leggo.
Friday, 6 October 2017
It was at this moment... She realised... #Repost @autistic.fangirls.united (@get_repost) ・・・ If you've seen Inglourious Basterds you know this is what she was thinking 😂 -Rosy🌷 #quentintarantino #mybestfriendsbirthday #trueromance #naturalbornkillers #reservoirdogs #pulpfiction #fromdusktilldawn #jackiebrown #killbill #killbillvol1 #killbillvol2 #grindhouse #deathproof #inglouriousbasterds #djangounchained #thehatefuleight #bridgetvonhammersmark #specialinterest #fangirl
Wednesday, 4 October 2017
As an #polyamory man I disagree about no such thing as a #slut. Because i'm one. :) #Repost @comfortwomaninuncomfortablesoc (@get_repost) ・・・ Regrann from @lady.barber.gonzo - #preach #fuckthedoublestandard #stopslutshaming #thewordslutshouldbetakenoutofourvocabulary #thewordslutisoverused #womensempowerment #takingbackourpower #takingbackoursexuality #takebackyoursex
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