I hate seeing tweets like this. Like I get lonely and think worse things but I’m trying to fight it and think more positive things. But seeing these tweets. I wanna hug this girl. And give her some life changing books. And maybe some dick.

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Teach me to love more! Please? VGVP

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Still got this FUCKING flu. Although it’s getting better but it makes me feel so tired! Anyway, in bed and being gaming while going through an marketing crash course. And then trying to work out how can I improve my shop and sales. Like meh but I rather do this to set up another projects or other projects. I just need the freedom money gives me. I miss the girls at the club, tbh. They help with my social skills and boobs.

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Down with some kind of flu. Send boobs.

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Anyone had this champagne before? Just had a glass after Christmas dinner!

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Look at me! I’m fucking Heihachi Mishima from #tekken #cosplay

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Fukken noob omfg fam lolz I got 2 babysit on Xmas eve wtf shes slow af lmao This is my third drink n still waiting 4 this straight edged cnt LOL

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Hi. Wanting to respond to messages. Here. Texts. Whatsapp etc. Want to socialise. But... Struggling. Bare with me

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Word up.

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Is it gangsta? *hint in comments*

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Ultimately I finding myself looking for an community where I feel I belong.

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#2018topnine

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My natural habitat I should stream but I can’t be arsed.

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After intense brain vomit I immediately changed my Tinder text to Indicate what kind of girls of looking for. #nosettlingdown #dontstopcontinue #rockon

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Am I having a mid life crisis? 😆😆😆😆😅😅😅😅😅

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Fuck it. I could watch key episodes. I watched the first theee episodes so I think I’m good for foreshadowing. I just am curious to see how the spoilers go down. I generally think it’s pointless to even hashtag #murderone. 5000 plus chatting about it... 20 quid says half that number is Metallica related.

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This place smells old people and an acceptance of working class life. If your happy, I guess. I just believe in more out of life.

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Steam!

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You fucking arseholes.

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We all are trying. I love you all. I believe in you all. Keep going.

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I feel... If I want to improve my life and do my affirmations... I feel I need to stop looking for certain women and start looking for another group of women...

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Am I too old for compliments? #rateme #amihandsome #blackman

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Trolling I told twitch Thursday Night Football more then we’re greater then Hitler. They took it well.

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What are you...? 😭😭😫 #brightburn

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I forgot. As well dreaming scary dreams I also remember seeing an old uni friend. Interestingly enough it wasn’t the one I met last weekend but someone else... Female... I don’t wanna be graphic about that dream (it’s nothing. Basically a kiss and trying to get a taxi back to mine) but I’m watching the #LARvsChi game and people my mental health thought of as ‘colleagues’.... After the Fury fight got me thinking... Maybe these people actually love me. And as soon as things go well, I during watching this game want to take them and my new friends to nfl games. I’m smiling imagining and seeing it in my mind’s eye as an #affirmation... Being in a private bar in the home team arena... Chatting... Enjoying the game... Expressing love for one another... Can’t wait. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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I just want a competitive game. That’s all. #raidernation #pitvsoak

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From shit to hopefully sugar. I was having a lovely dream and then it started to get scary. But then I kinda thought moldy shit this would kinda make IMO a fucking rad books or two! Basically I’m working in turning negativity into positivity. It’s hard but if you push yourself... You can do it!

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When they don’t douche property. #rimming

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Moooooldddddy shit. It’s over boys! This is worse then Infinite Warfare!

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Goals.

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I saw someone with a similar name to you and ‘got triggered’ to find you and photos. #thethingsyouCANThave I miss the conversations we had. Sometimes I worry either I’m too creepy when girls I like, not aggressive enough, too aggressive or too scared or generally just overthink EVERYTHING.

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I love every woman who knows what I like and How I work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Anyone out tonight?

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8 months. 7 months. Five months. TWO FUCKING WEEKS TO REACH 50 MIL. No. We aren’t excited at all for The Lion King (kinda) live action. ;)

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Well coddamn. Here we are. At the end of another ‘day’. I should actually post my diet today as it’s been mostly okay but as normal I’m jumping subjects. So I posted a meme with one of ‘my catchphrases’: love makes yer fat. I realised afterwards... Love makes us to stupid things. From cycle to a Kid’s party, back to yours and back to the party just because you forgot something belonging to your kid... To lying to friends and family. To murder... Makes my legs go funny just to think about how many people have cheated or lied to loved ones. And how many of those stories end up with someone dead. But then I have the paradox; I need love. Unless you voted for the orange man and can’t wait for his fucking wall, most times you can’t get that kind of love from families. I’m afraid to fall in love with anyone for a long period because people scare me. In general. I rather share periods of time with play mates/FwB/Flings/SWs then... It would feel like a lie if I wanted to share my whole life with someone. I just can’t see it. Maybe another kid or two, i’m not ruling that out... But marriage? Nah mate. “Getting married is for pro-“ Ahhh nope. This is quite a truthful post. I don’t want it deleted because ‘hateful’ banter. Niiiiight. WE’RE GOING OUT TO YEMEN! 🇾🇪

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Love makes yer fat.

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I feel awful. It’s like i’m doing something wrong after working out.

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Someone told me it do gym for me. But there’s a cute girl here. Man’s gonna do a cheeky kettle sess. ;) #noticemesenpai

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Man’s walking around the gym like the mentally homeless and noticed this on Spotify. Someone’s popular... ;)

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I’m doing your mum. But I don’t love dat hoe. Maybe I need some new hoes.

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Shit like this makes me angry. I know I’m okay the the threat of not makes me angry. Actually clenched fists just typing this. My life is changing. And it’s so close. I can’t help but feel angry at the possibility being poor again.

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Like I could reach out and touch it. 2019! ;)

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Shit the fucking bed fam I was literally talking about Baby P last night. I miss creating art.

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This is my breakfast. I should of said allow the chillis. #mistakesweremade #sweatinglikeamotherfucker

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EIGHT AND THREE... HOW THE FUCK DID WE GET THESE NIGGAS EIGHT AND THREEEEEE?! And yes. I know we helped with that. But. Nigga. HOOOOOOOOW?!

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Also sick and fucking tired of being around people who aren’t like me. I’m not old yet. I still wanna hear loud DECENT music. Not wishy washy white people shit music. Kinda NOT a racist comment but... I know what I’m trying to say. I’m just hella bad at pronunciation.

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I just wanna LIVE fam. And to stop being a FUCKING FRAID of EVERYTHING!!!

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Fuck it. Although after gym yesterday I walked home and only after taking the long way home which added another hour onto my cardio I guess, I had something to eat and during watching Doctor who I had really BAD heartburn or indigestion? Today, I’ve tried eating normally. Had a coffee and soon afterwards I felt my stomach bubble and while dropping my bike at home I needed the toilet. I’m having a beer and hoping my stomach won’t be running to the toilet after every drink. Beginning to think that maybe it’s me not eating/treating my body correctly after gym. Help?

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