I forgot. As well dreaming scary dreams I also remember seeing an old uni friend. Interestingly enough it wasn’t the one I met last weekend but someone else... Female... I don’t wanna be graphic about that dream (it’s nothing. Basically a kiss and trying to get a taxi back to mine) but I’m watching the #LARvsChi game and people my mental health thought of as ‘colleagues’.... After the Fury fight got me thinking... Maybe these people actually love me. And as soon as things go well, I during watching this game want to take them and my new friends to nfl games. I’m smiling imagining and seeing it in my mind’s eye as an #affirmation... Being in a private bar in the home team arena... Chatting... Enjoying the game... Expressing love for one another... Can’t wait. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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