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Sunday, 30 December 2018
Thursday, 27 December 2018
Still got this FUCKING flu. Although it’s getting better but it makes me feel so tired! Anyway, in bed and being gaming while going through an marketing crash course. And then trying to work out how can I improve my shop and sales. Like meh but I rather do this to set up another projects or other projects. I just need the freedom money gives me. I miss the girls at the club, tbh. They help with my social skills and boobs.
Wednesday, 26 December 2018
Tuesday, 25 December 2018
Monday, 24 December 2018
Sunday, 23 December 2018
Friday, 21 December 2018
Thursday, 20 December 2018
Tuesday, 18 December 2018
Monday, 17 December 2018
Fuck it. I could watch key episodes. I watched the first theee episodes so I think I’m good for foreshadowing. I just am curious to see how the spoilers go down. I generally think it’s pointless to even hashtag #murderone. 5000 plus chatting about it... 20 quid says half that number is Metallica related.
Sunday, 16 December 2018
Thursday, 13 December 2018
Tuesday, 11 December 2018
Sunday, 9 December 2018
I forgot. As well dreaming scary dreams I also remember seeing an old uni friend. Interestingly enough it wasn’t the one I met last weekend but someone else... Female... I don’t wanna be graphic about that dream (it’s nothing. Basically a kiss and trying to get a taxi back to mine) but I’m watching the #LARvsChi game and people my mental health thought of as ‘colleagues’.... After the Fury fight got me thinking... Maybe these people actually love me. And as soon as things go well, I during watching this game want to take them and my new friends to nfl games. I’m smiling imagining and seeing it in my mind’s eye as an #affirmation... Being in a private bar in the home team arena... Chatting... Enjoying the game... Expressing love for one another... Can’t wait. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Saturday, 8 December 2018
Friday, 7 December 2018
Thursday, 6 December 2018
Well coddamn. Here we are. At the end of another ‘day’. I should actually post my diet today as it’s been mostly okay but as normal I’m jumping subjects. So I posted a meme with one of ‘my catchphrases’: love makes yer fat. I realised afterwards... Love makes us to stupid things. From cycle to a Kid’s party, back to yours and back to the party just because you forgot something belonging to your kid... To lying to friends and family. To murder... Makes my legs go funny just to think about how many people have cheated or lied to loved ones. And how many of those stories end up with someone dead. But then I have the paradox; I need love. Unless you voted for the orange man and can’t wait for his fucking wall, most times you can’t get that kind of love from families. I’m afraid to fall in love with anyone for a long period because people scare me. In general. I rather share periods of time with play mates/FwB/Flings/SWs then... It would feel like a lie if I wanted to share my whole life with someone. I just can’t see it. Maybe another kid or two, i’m not ruling that out... But marriage? Nah mate. “Getting married is for pro-“ Ahhh nope. This is quite a truthful post. I don’t want it deleted because ‘hateful’ banter. Niiiiight. WE’RE GOING OUT TO YEMEN! 🇾🇪
Wednesday, 5 December 2018
Tuesday, 4 December 2018
Monday, 3 December 2018
Sunday, 2 December 2018
Saturday, 1 December 2018
Fuck it. Although after gym yesterday I walked home and only after taking the long way home which added another hour onto my cardio I guess, I had something to eat and during watching Doctor who I had really BAD heartburn or indigestion? Today, I’ve tried eating normally. Had a coffee and soon afterwards I felt my stomach bubble and while dropping my bike at home I needed the toilet. I’m having a beer and hoping my stomach won’t be running to the toilet after every drink. Beginning to think that maybe it’s me not eating/treating my body correctly after gym. Help?
Friday, 30 November 2018
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