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Monday, 31 July 2017
Friday, 28 July 2017
The whole #lawofattraction thing is important right now because after spending most of this year being secure... That's no longer the case and I fear going back to square one. Last time I was in a good position I met beautiful women who may of been interested but I was too honest, showing them my struggles with mental health and other things. They soon left. Now anyone interested heard similar stories and I fear it's a matter of time before they go off me. Again the art of #seduction and the johny cash reference was relent. What have I become? Am I in the middle of a storm that I disappear out of for a period only to repeat same mistakes? There was a period at uni where I struggled and my work got effected but since uni I've had the utter shit kicked out of me. I fear now is the time to really focus, improve and rebuild my #confidence for successful work, life and relationships. But right now, finding the right people to connect with is so difficult. #mentalhealth #actuallyautistic #polyamory #depression #lifeaftergraduation #rebuilding #tryingtofindmyself trying to find the right #frequency
#Repost @comfortwomaninuncomfortablesoc (@get_repost) ・・・ Nobody dies a virgin. Life fucks us all. -Kurt Cobain Regrann from @dance_of_revolution - #challengewhatyoubelieve #truth #riseup #noonediesavirginlifefucksusall #noonediesavirgin #lifefucksusall #kurtcobain #lifequotes #nobodydiesavirginlifefucksusall #nobodydiesavirgin #lifeiswhatyoumakeit #lifeiswhatyoumakeofit #weregettingscrewed #pickingthedickthatsgonnascewyou #pickingtheprickthatsgonnascrewyou #shitmydadsays
Tuesday, 25 July 2017
Sunday, 23 July 2017
Friday, 21 July 2017
Thursday, 20 July 2017
Wednesday, 19 July 2017
Yup. #actuallyautistic #aspie #aspielife #Repost @the.autisticats (@get_repost) ・・・ Repost: @actuallyautisticadult I can't preach this enough. I'm usually on my phone like "every normal teenager" and sure, I could be, but it helps me. I'm able to communicate with my partners and close friends if something's wrong or if I'm feeling insecure or if I need music to help me focus or calm down. My parents always yell at me for being on my phone and are trying to find "strategies" to make me use my phone less. I'll admit that I could use it less frequently then I do but sometimes I actually need to use it for valid reasons. And what annoys me so much is when people yell at an autistic child for using a tablet or playing video games constantly. Please don't yell at us! Those kinds of things we use as an escape for what's going on in our heads, to calm us during sensory overloads and to communicate, speak or help us learn. Please be mindful. ~Maddy🐯
Wednesday, 5 July 2017
Soooooo recently I've double guessed or hidden things. Either catch going back to a play event, realising for some people play means different things or afraid people judge on face value. The truth is sometimes I can get extremely dark and gloomy. Other times I can be quiet and other times I want to fuck as many friends as possible. I'm so different that i'm afraid my difference will frighten those who do think differently so much that I scare them. I scare myself sometimes. Particularly with the kind of work/projects I want to do. What i'm saying is its #sparkle an play event and carefree and #kinky and thanks to my recent fuck ups... I'm afraid to go out again. I fear anyone I meet or fancy this weekend is pointless as I'm an #polyamory #aspie who wants to create #art of #murder, #suicide and pop culture in an dark #surreal way. My ideas are fucked Up. I dunno if I'll ever meet anyone who wants to work with me. Let alone be in a room, fuck me in a FwB kinda of way. #rant
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