F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: The whole #lawofattraction thing is important right now because after spending most of this year being secure... That's no longer the case and I fear going back to square one. Last time I was in a good position I met beautiful women who may of been interested but I was too honest, showing them my struggles with mental health and other things. They soon left. Now anyone interested heard similar stories and I fear it's a matter of time before they go off me. Again the art of #seduction and the johny cash reference was relent. What have I become? Am I in the middle of a storm that I disappear out of for a period only to repeat same mistakes? There was a period at uni where I struggled and my work got effected but since uni I've had the utter shit kicked out of me. I fear now is the time to really focus, improve and rebuild my #confidence for successful work, life and relationships. But right now, finding the right people to connect with is so difficult. #mentalhealth #actuallyautistic #polyamory #depression #lifeaftergraduation #rebuilding #tryingtofindmyself trying to find the right #frequency