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Thursday, 31 August 2017
One shot one kill, my nigga. #Repost @firiplays (@get_repost) ・・・ 😉. . . . . . #gaming #gamer #games #game #videogames #videogame #pc #pcgaming #playstation #ps3 #ps4 #nintendo #xbox #xboxone #xbox360 #fun #picoftheday #pictureoftheday #instadaily #funny #meme #memesdaily #smile #youtube #youtuber #stream #twitch
An element of uselessly, frustration and tight chestedness coming over my body posting that last post. But then I notice I FINALLY put my #visionboard up next to my bed. I just need to write out some #affirmations and mother fucker guess what's going to be one of the first affirmations I write? That's right. I want a CRACK PIPE. 😆😆😆 No but seriously, #homeimprovements or an #newflat. And a #dog. And a team of carers to help with finances. Let's go. Think I'm playing? 🏑🏒🥊🏹 They don't have a baseball bat emoji. But I saw they have this 🦇. So that's something. #lawofattraction #actuallyautistic #aspielife #believe #see #achieve #anxiety #anxietyfighter
Wednesday, 30 August 2017
Yiiiiiiss! Neutrotypicals don't realise if an aspie have good to okay social skills us because we probably studied body language and social interactions AT HOME. Like one of the (audio) books is also teaching me similar things! #Repost @the.autisticats (@get_repost) ・・・ I hear this relatively often, (when I actually tell people I'm autistic) and I find it quite frusterating when I'm told I don't "look" or "seem" autistic. I personally stim in public, but this post does point out the struggle to appear more "normal" or not attract unwanted attention because of stimming. I don't know who the credit goes to, but if you know, please tell me so I can credit whoever write this. Have a nice day, you lovely person! ~Lili🍄 #actuallyautistic #autism #asd #socialinteraction
Monday, 28 August 2017
Sunday, 27 August 2017
Saturday, 26 August 2017
Friday, 25 August 2017
Wednesday, 23 August 2017
Tuesday, 22 August 2017
Monday, 21 August 2017
An reminder. It's not all sunshine and lollipops. But I'm working on it. I went to check out an Brazilian restaurant and began to have panic attacks about money, social and it was pretty late so I didn't want to take the piss while staff wanted to go home. Turns out everything was and is fine (better then fine actually. I wanna take friends and family back to this joint) but I don't want my audience before thinking everything is perfect. I still struggle with my #mindfulness. But now i'm working on #positivevibes , i'm hoping I can work and have so much fun that I can forget about my #socialanxiety and #depression. #actuallyautistic #hustle #anxiety #mentalillness #mentalhealth #workingthroughit #lawofattraction #fighting
Sunday, 20 August 2017
Saturday, 19 August 2017
#Worksop. My former home. My childhood favourite place. As I've grown up and educated myself, I remember old #lgbt friends living there. I remember being disgusted hearing and SEEING them verbally and physically assaulted. Like actually verbally assaulted. Not because someone misgendered them. I'll say it once, I'll say it until people explain their victim complex to me, grow up. I love you but grow up and don't play that victim when there are ACTUAL lgbt victims who have their lives and rights risked and challenged often. Anyway. My point. If small working class towns like Worksop struggle accepting the gay and trans community... I do worry as a #single #poly #blackman... How educated is Worksop now about #sexual positivity? Are poly, #swingers, #bdsm local people being cussed and publicly shamed? Because if Worksop people are still too backwards to accept E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E then I shall pray for this town. Businesses moreso rental businesses are struggling enough as it is. So I fear people might completely leave this wonderful town which brings back so many good memories. As a horny #goodlooking teen man... I would argue a lot of those memories are sexual and different from normal sex lives. #aspielife
Wednesday, 16 August 2017
My new friends went home without saying goodbye. My old negative thoughts can't help stalk me and wonder I may never see them again. But my #positive side says... Wait until tomorrow. And if not, be happy meeting them. Be grateful they were willing to share their #love and #energy with you. And you spent an evening sharing love and energy with each other. Appreactive the love. And if they get in touch, continue sharing both. If not, save that love for others after the first meet. People are willing to love you, Evan. You are #charming, #handsome and financially safe. But the people you wanna attract are more interested in your #charm, #intelligence and skill the your hyper focuses. Believe. See. Receive. #lawofattraction #socialanxiety #aspielife #confidence
Monday, 14 August 2017
Saturday, 12 August 2017
Friday, 11 August 2017
First time ever mandem did the single tear cry. Sheeeeeeeit. Nigga thought that was just in the movies!! Was watching #warrior and yeah that first hour is slow but fuck me... That pay off is amazing. Strictly only for #badman and #realmen. Trust me. #mma #movies #army #navy #deathbeforedishonor #hewhodares #family #sailors (Btw, what was that book Paddy was reading all the way through the film?)
Thursday, 10 August 2017
Wednesday, 9 August 2017
So internet at a local library. I've been told not to watch stuff like this because 'there's kids around' or 'there could be kids around'. FUCK the kids. I am so sick and tired of having my frequency ruined by stupidness. Thing is I had a security guard and an library bird gather around me like I was watching porn or some shit. Fucking tories! I'm sadden by this because I was enjoying the editing and clear love shown by both parties! I'm a little teary eyed at my annoyance! I need my internet back!! 😡😡😡😡😡😭😭😭 #fuckthekids #ihateeveryoneskidsbarmineandfamilies #socialanxiety #aspielife #actuallyautistic #wakaliwood #aspergers
Tuesday, 8 August 2017
Test... Did #netflix not allow me to take a picture of myself on Netflix? Well the show is called Con Men Case Files, it's Episode 2 and ur seems my mum doesn't need to keep the original 2012 recording on her sky plus although I would recommend she doesn't due to Netflix doesn't delete their library from time to time #justincase
Sunday, 6 August 2017
Thursday, 3 August 2017
Wednesday, 2 August 2017
Finding it hard to shake off this negavite feeling of anger from this evening. I was at a corner chain store, picking up some rice cakes, peanut butter and some other shit. Humming to myself and queuing up and shit... i'm getting #angry just remembering this. So this nigga pushes in front of me, practically gets so close to the till it felt like I was watching the nigga practically rape the woman (who works for the shop) being served and then literally for no reason begins to insult the Asian till server saying there's too many of them. #racist What the fuck, nigga. What the actual fuck. So since that I've spent this evening subconsciously cussing this nigga. Even though this evening's been super chilled and eaten well, it got me thinking. It is TOO easy to #hate. Like, everywhere I turn I see something or someone being cussed. I'm guilty of this too. There's something self gratifying about hating something. To #love... To forgive. Not only does it take discipline. But mental and emotional strength. It's not easy. But junk food is easy. Being lazy is easy. Hate... Is easy. Frighteningly easy. I guess that's why people do it. #society #actuallyautistic #socialanxiety #aspielife #socialskills #smh
Tuesday, 1 August 2017
I'm in town and like, To quote #jayz an Russian mafia drinking straight vodka. Trying out an arcade stick larger then mine (giggity). And thinking; if I want the universe to change my life, I need to focus. Go out. Express myself like my life has already changed. To money. To family. To the future. #lawofattraction #money #actuallyautistic #confidence #gaming #moneypowerrespect
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