Finding it hard to shake off this negavite feeling of anger from this evening. I was at a corner chain store, picking up some rice cakes, peanut butter and some other shit. Humming to myself and queuing up and shit... i'm getting #angry just remembering this. So this nigga pushes in front of me, practically gets so close to the till it felt like I was watching the nigga practically rape the woman (who works for the shop) being served and then literally for no reason begins to insult the Asian till server saying there's too many of them. #racist What the fuck, nigga. What the actual fuck. So since that I've spent this evening subconsciously cussing this nigga. Even though this evening's been super chilled and eaten well, it got me thinking. It is TOO easy to #hate. Like, everywhere I turn I see something or someone being cussed. I'm guilty of this too. There's something self gratifying about hating something. To #love... To forgive. Not only does it take discipline. But mental and emotional strength. It's not easy. But junk food is easy. Being lazy is easy. Hate... Is easy. Frighteningly easy. I guess that's why people do it. #society #actuallyautistic #socialanxiety #aspielife #socialskills #smh

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