F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: I think I’ve decided. Probably after this weekend... I hate #talking. In general. The only time MAYBE I would enjoy it is if I’ve been drinking. I’ve just left an voice mail to my counsellor and I felt so awkward and like I was chatting unneeded shit. I feel I run the risk of upsetting or generally being #misunderstood. Which I also hate. It’s frustrating wanting to connect with old #friends and not knowing how to engage in chat with them. Or being afraid an stranger will want to chat to me. Or current friends wanting to engage with me every or so day. It makes me panic! It really does! I do get lonely but I also feel afraid of fucking things up. #aspieproblems #aspie #aspielife #socialskills #socialanxiety