F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: So not posted in awhile because this week has been... Okay. But I've been bored and actually not wanted to do anything. Not drink. Not have sex. Nothing. I've not even bought stock again. I fear i'm running out steam in terms of #lawofattraction or something. I remember last time I said i'm bored or I don't want to sell something was the whole #mma #business idea I had. I think one of those reasons is... I figured there be more #money in it but to be honest, i'm more into #prowrestling. I'd just be selling Shit I don't truest care about then possibly sell shit I care and love. I have have #gaming items #forsale but... It seems my items won't sell. So it gets me frustrated slash hopeful slash trying to put my simmering #faith into the universe but it feels like loose change. Could this be #depression and/or #mentalhealth and/or my #Aspergers playing into my thoughts? Lately been thinking of rehearsing or colabing with friends, old colleagues or even new local #actors to grab an rehearsal space and create scenes. Maybe #theatre. Maybe #youtube. Fuck maybe even here on #instagram. Like I ask... But I appreciate people are busy. I just wish more people wanted to hang out.