F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: As seen yesterday I've been on rampage to #livelifetothefullest on MY terms. So I got some #courage to go into a #massageparlor and ask for prices and stuff. I do fancy going soon and playing there but the ladies there. Wow. Like they remind me of my ex who was a #poledancer/#stripper/model. First time we spent time together I got goose bumps. I got butterflies. I've got butterflies now. So now my #anxiety is like dude what the fuck. They work to give you a good time, they aren't looking for friendship. And if you want more then their services, you shouldn't waste your time. It will end badly. I think there's a part of me that wants to know; can I still pull models/#porngirls and popular #sexual ly positive women like I used to. I think- some fucking cunt just distracted me from my point. I'm near #menarena and some cunt in a car set of a loud bang. Wanna hear a punchline? The car driver was Asian. Idiot. Anyway. I hope with a good support team, I'll be able to do what I want and have the #confidence to approach whoever I want. Very soon. #lawofattraction #socialanxiety #selfesteem #polyamory #swingers #sex