F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: In bed and hoping to think more #positivethoughts later but... You know what? I could do with a team. To push me through days like this. Emotions like how I feel and #motivate me when I cannot. I'm #sick of smelling this damn damp in my flat and earlier I forgot to mention during my bike ride I was window shopping estate agents for nice #properties. While in bed I was looking for some. And thinking, I do want my life to get better but... I'm having an #lowselfesteem moment. I'm hoping it will pass but I know I'm against the clock now. #winteriscoming and I think my #mentalhealth actually gets WORSE during this time. #lawofattraction #help