So iv been super down of late. I think it’s because maybe I’ve lost hope. And yes I’m awaiting these businesses to get going but I can’t help but feel... Empty. Maybe drinking last night didn’t help (the last of my own money until next week) but... I just wanted so much more to my life. I need it. I’m fed up with waiting but it feels like there’s nothing else to do but wait and ask for permission for stuff. Infuriating.

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