Welp. This big ass nigga just came up to me at the bar because I’m here as a guest in an student gaming social and asked if I am a student. I regret telling him no. I should of said I’m a graduate. So it seems it could be my second and last event here. I’m not mad. I just remember; I... I’m lonely? Like I really hope new followers from the #raiders UK game keep following. But... I generally feel lonely? Gaming, next to sex if the only way I feel I can connect with others without having to vocalise. I spent a lot of money on ‘profitable optiunities’. I wish I spent more of it on business opitunities I actually love. 😔😔😔😔 #actuallyautistic #aspieproblems

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