It has begun. It seems. Low mood. High sleep (for long hours) and generally trying to stop feeling like nope. But that’s not why i’m posting. During these periods of sleep, I dreamed of a older family member, they did something and I dunno if it was an autistic trigger or trying to fight what pissed me off I screamed what I thought in the dream but ended up waking up screaming. This is nothing new. I often dream of them and either wake up screaming or in some occasions roll out of bed. I think I should tell them how I feel but then I wonder they will remind me they are ill. Maybe that’s something I am struggling to understand. How that effects them. Which begs the question again should I even say this is something I struggle with.

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