F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: I’m trying not to be overly disappointed in myself but when you wanted things to be right for your primary... I’m just angry at myself. Thing is I got out the calculator thinking I can cover it. NOPE! 😳😡😡😡😡 i’m annoyed at myself and others having to get me out of troubles. I WANT TO HELP MY FAMILY AND LOVED ONES. I hate calling people up and saying look, I need money for something. I tried to get more items to sell on my eBay but there’s an old account in debt. Siiiiigh. I am changing things but with things like businesses, Like hoping launching a clothes line but I’m scared that won’t be enough. Like I wanna pay myself out of debt while having a good time. I’m ranting. I’m just fed up of my organisation. I should work on that more.