F*CK YEAH! EVAN MAKEBA!: #instafood #yummy #instagood #photooftheday #sweet #tasty #delish #delicious #eating #foodpic #meeting #autismlife #autismlove #autismworld #aspielife #autismadvocates #autismawareness #autismacceptance #confident #confidence I just almost cried tears of joy at a meeting. So the dust is beginning to settle after my court case win and the results that come with it and the meeting was work/employment based. I told them I wanted to be in a secured situation where I am NEVER in hardship again when asked about my plans for work and employment. While I still have lots of ideas for work and money... I also mentioned things doing for fun. Including getting my confidence back. They told me I should consider a holiday or things to improve my confidence... Including going to see Ruby. I think more then anything I should need to do such confidence building things. Thinking about this while them telling me IN THEIR INDEPENDENT OPINION i'm not ready to go back to work... Had me weltering up, fam. Yes, it's important not to go crazy. However it's important to surround myself with positive thoughts. Every now and then voice for concern is fine but some people in my life do it too much when I approach them for advice. Saying this to remind myself to find a way to respectfully articulate these worries. But I'll do that later and in private. Right now i'm having a coffee and a couple of Doughnuts. I'm cautious of sugar and aspie things too much poor eating MAY do to me (still researching and looking into how some foods affect me) but I don't give a shit. Right now I wanna experience life and the things I love. While i'm young. While i'm able to.